A poem inspired by book: Glass!!! #17

" Tears is my whole life,
Since I start walking, with the monster.
It changes colors, taste everyday.
I blame it, sometimes, for the miserable life,
But the monster isn't easy to get divorce with.
The monster is attached to me,

just as a butterfly, that can't live ,

without posing on the attracting flowers

without sucking the delucious from them.

I lost home, family. Just to be enjoying the moster.

The monster, guide me through different uneasy way.
Will it stop, embarrasing me?
Will I one day have the real life, without dancing with the monster?
Will I, one day be on the right way?
Can I, once be free from the mushing life?
When will I be free?"